I started removing the collage I made while we were together and realized I should probably document it. The last bit of him I need to remove. … I think I was still waiting for him to fight off his demons and win me back. Not. Going. To. Happen. Yet I still love him so much and cry when I think about how I saw the end coming. The end when I wanted forever with him. I meant it when I said yes and wanted so badly to say “i do.”